`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

06 March 2008
8:32 PM

its been a long time since i view zhuzhu de blog le.
went there a moment ago,
suddenly felt so emotional, wanna cry.
i miss those days where we chill out at chillz bar.
seeing them going to chilz bar without me made me feel so empty and Sad.
sign oh well im jux the odd one out.

i jux hope my next trip back will be fun, and i hope to spent more time with her than anyone else unless.. meh..

connie wan to go to thailand and she asked if i wan to go, i don mind but im not sure if it is gonna happen or not. we shall c.

i wonder: if mommy really rent the whole house out to someone elses then where am i goin to stay when i go back for hoiday? i don really like the idea of staying with my aunt. -.- hmm.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

woo hoo, remember how i got into UQ and i was whining bout how far i have to travel so on and on, so i waited for the second offer and got in to my desire campus QUT. after attending a week of Uni i feel so weird but fun, i reckon its so hard to make new friend coz my lecture is so big, up to 400 student in a classroom listening to a lecturer lecturing, plus every class different people sits beside you, but lucky for me on my first week i've made a couple friend so wasnt too bad.

however after the first week i've decided to defer uni for a year. Reasons: the fees are expansive every semester i have to pay $2650 UPFRONT!! upfront how am i gonna produce such money in such a short notice and woking in MacDonald cant help much at all. Plus Daddy is not gonna have the money for me, he said he would get the sum for me but i doubt it. coz he will either go to casino and try his luck or get advance pay which i don really want him to do it. so nah not gonna happen nor is it happening. so its all about me now. plus my textbooks are Frigging expansive text book which are complusory are already costing me $530 and if i were to buy the other reference textbook which are not complusory pretty sure they are gonna cozt me about $700+. so i need at least $3000 for uni each semester. thinking bout the $ makes my head big already.

so yeah defer and work.

oh good news for me, i got a pay rise $15.34 an hour. Woo hoo~ go me.
today i talked to my manager bout being a full timer but unfortunately my stall do not want full timers, so i can only be a casual and get 38hours as the maximum hours. oh oh another good news, kyile said on the next manager meeting she is going to bring up the matter of letting me become an area coordinator which means if i really got promoted my pay is gonna rise again. wahh.. sound so shoik hor but no promises. so its best not to have my high hopes on.

sigh 38 hour a week is actually not quite enough.
so i'm going to look for a second job tml at the cookie shop. hehe..
and wish me luck yeah? ^.*

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*