`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

20 January 2008
11:23 PM

after a couple days of thinking and desicsion making,
i've came to the final disicion that i don want UQ anymore.

its at ispwich!! its outa brisbane, its a 7 zone district!!.
its gonna take me more than 2h to reach my campus.
meaning less sleeping in time and lotsa travelling..
i don think i can do it if i were to work and study at the same time when my campus is so far away from home and work.

i tot of moving into the campus,
but thinking about how much its gonna cost me, no deal...
so yeah, i think i am going to QUT [ queensland university of technology] now at kelvin grove which is within a 3zone compound still..
but i will need to call QTAC to make that changes tomorrow...
agrr..
so many complications..
its all gonna be worth it i guess.

well, if i cant go the the best uni i can still go to the top uni of brisbane ^^

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

UQ!!
UQ wants me..!!!!
WOO HOO~~~

i went to my QTAC to check which uni has offer me a place.
and UQ offered me a full time nursing course..

i'm so over the moon...
WooHooo!!!~~~~

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Work is driving me to my grave soon. This particular guy CHRIS, he is a noob.
I’m fine with noob but not this noob who think he is all so smart because he got an OP 1 and he has “too much attitude” quoted from Jeremy Houston. Frigging hell, he is short sighted and he doesn’t wears his glasses, and guess what? I pulled out a double cheese burger clam, placed the bun in place, sauced it when I was about to put the onion on, he came over quickly and put the large onion instead of the small onion on. So I told him, “Erm, it’s a double cheeseburger so it’s small onion not large” and he told me he though it was a double quarter. O.O… the clams are so different the size is so different if u were to compare the 2 burgers. Grrr, so he left me with the mistake burger. How nice of him -.-…

That shift I was told by the restaurateur to be in charged of the whole back area and my responsibility is to keep everything in place. I placed James Wu on line because he is fast enough to manage 3 orders himself, and Christ on grill/ fry because he can’t be left on line for 2 minutes, and if I were to place him on line we are going to wasted a lot of buns, Cameron, he volunteer himself to do jobs and for me I was on deli and a chaser on line. On top of that I had to check and assure that all breakfast stuff has been pulled out from the freezer to defrost, ready for tomorrow use, and make up more presets for deli station.

Christ was on grill/ fry. The bottom of the grill was greasy as it has stains of fats drips. I wiped down the first grill for him and passed him a grill cloth to wipe down the second grill.
W: [passing grill cloth] can u please wipe down the grill.
C: oh ok. [Placed the grill cloth on the bench]

3minutes later I look at his grill and my grill.

W: have u wiped down the grill?
C: agrr, [wiping the grill]

Christ stood up and put the grill cloth on the bench again. I look at his grill:
W: u missed a spot. In fact you miss 3 spot.
C: why clean the grill when it is going to be dirty again. [in an annoyed tone]
W: because the manager said so.

I was thinking deep in my heart why bother eating then because you are going to get hungry again even if you eat. I dint say it because I don want to quarrel with him, it’s not worth it.

After James was gone he finishes at 7pm. It’s left with Christ, Cameron and me.
Cameron has to start pre-close so I was on the line with Christ. Its torturing, to be honest I rather be on the line alone then having him to help me.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Woke up this morning, feeling bored, walked around the house and when to collect the mail. A letter from ACU [Australian catholic university] they were offering me a position in their university, I was delighted at the same time vexed. Delighted because the uni of my second choice wanted me, vexed because I don’t really want to go to this university, UQ [University of Queensland] is more of my idea uni, the uni that I really wanted to go to. Also as soon as I know my result, I changed the choice of university by taking away the second nominated uni ACU on my list to QUT [Queensland University of Technology].

So many complications, need to call up QTAC and ask them why an I being referred to as an international student. If I am stated and known as an international student by all university, there’s no way I could afford the fees of $46800 for a 3 year course. $1300 a month... It’s frigging expansive, a rip off!! Humph.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*