hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
15 December 2007
1:15 AM
i feel so happy these few days.
after knowing "him" my day seems to brighten up a fair bit. ^^
and i realize i begin to talk alot with customers.. haha..
as in like.. erm.. a big small talk.. we actually chatted..
oh man. coz i was feeling all so happy,
when i served the customer, i served with enthusiasms or a friendly service.
and my customers seems to like me... its a nice thing..
few days back, a customer came and ordered a coffee, after i gave it to him he was like " you are very beautiful". and tat was random..
another customer, he ordered coffee too so i ask if he needed any sugar his reply was: "you are sweet enough for me." and the customer standing beside him waiting for his food chuckled..
how embarrassing. theres more... theres this incidence that i will never forget i found it hailarious. 2 gay looking guys came up to my friend register, looking bold, about 166-8m in height, below average size, dark coloured skin and a caucasian, wearing a black stretchy tight fitted singlets in silk and skinny leg jeans, and another friend of theirs cam to mine and ordered a mealwhen he was goin through his wallet for "gold", he found something. the 2 gay looking guy was like "give it to her, give it to her" so when he was about to pay guess wot?!!
he gave me whatever he found in his wallet and that his friends told him to give it to me. he pass it to me , i took it, to my suprise, it was a
FRIGGIN CONDOM!!
and i dint know unill i had it in my hands. so wad i did, i throw it back into his Face, bonus him a death stare and said: its not funny it worry him a little n started apologising.
and deep i was laughing so was the customer standing beside who viewed the whole situitation..
such little incidence does add a little spice to work at times..^^
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
worked from 12 to 12 today.. a big day.. my orginal shift is from 4 -9pm, but chelsee couldnt do her shift and asked me to do it. so im like okie.. 2h to knock off, cameron wasnt feeling too good and asked if i wanna help him close. i dint wan to but because of the crap he gave everyone and so, most crew dislike him no one wanted to help him out. i felt pity for him so i promised. but kylie dint really agree to it. she wanted cameron to work his shift, coz ive been working since 12. plus a crew cant work more than 10h a day. but becoz its illegal if they don let cameron go home when he is unwell they hv no choice, but to let me do the close and let hime go home.
its friday night, everyone is out clubbing, city is packed with party people while i stay in the stall and work my ass out. amazingly, we finished everything b4 12 on a well known known busy friday night. while i was about to leave, nick looked at me and said:" winnie, thank you so much for doing the close for cameron and not let him close with me, thank you so much" and gave me a hug..
i was pretty much speechless, nothing else to say other than "its okie" with a smile.
my body feels like a robot today. all i ate within the 12h was only a mini snack wrap. i wasnt even hungry, only ate because i know i need the energy. now sitting in my living room bloggin, i still don feel tired, but only feeling sore in my limbs and the cuts on my finger..
closing is tough. never fail to complete closes without having any cuts on finger as memories.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
12 December 2007
10:27 PM
work today was agrr... time passes so slow even though it was only a 4h shift. maybe its becoz i am feeling lethargic n lazy to work, and couldn't control myself from not looking at the clock. hahas.. i was yawning throughout the whole shift.
after work tot of catching 380 so tat i don hv to walk far away, but i kinda miss my bus so end up catching the 385 bus. it was raining, feel so nice, the cooling wind blew across my tired skin. how i wish i was at home going to bed. such a nice weather.
after walking in the drizzling weather for bout 25mins or so, i saw a long tree branch/ stick in front of me, as i approach closer to it, i got the urge to step on it and was close to laying my foot on it until i thought i saw it moved, i jumped across it instead with shock and ran a little as i tot it was a snake.
after recalling my reaction to the "moving" stick, i chuckled abit at my stupidity.. feeling not happy about how the "moving" stick has actually scared the hell outta me i turn back and looked/ stared at tat stick. to my holy molly surprise, tat was no stick but a snake!! EWWW (goosebumps)... coz it move again, sliding across the pathway into the grass.. tat instance my goosebumps all stand n my body shivers.. walking into spider webs is bad enough already and now i nearly step on a snake and wads next?? a toad jump away from my foot?? (touch wood touch wood!!)
Omg, after seeing the snake I'm really scare n worry about walking the shortcut full of grass patches with no street light. cant even see wads coming.. was freaking out badly.. so i jumped and ran and jump and run until i reach the end of the short cut leading to the road which is free from grasses. phew..
pace up and got home in no time.
Home Sweet Home...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
pass few nights hv been sleepin late.. starting to feel sick le.. he's sick le. down with a flu. poor boy. i pray and hope that he get better soon.. thanks for staying up late with me. i really enjoyed ur company. sometimes i really hope that there will be someone who i really like to chat with to be online 24/7 so that when i go online he will always be there for me.. but tats jux a wishful thinking.. be there 24/7 for me!! hahas.. i shall jux keep dreaming.
few days back, my nick in msn said: "its so hard to find someone comfortable to talk to at the same time listen and care". connie den said: u can talk to me ma. thank u. but... sometimes when i wan to talk to u, u will be on the com thus ignoring me or get irritated. or u will scold me for what i said. or worst pick a fight. if u realize, i don really like to quarrel, everytime when u raise ur voice at me, and start arguing with me i would always go: "hmm" and walk away, to my room and not come out to chat anymore. haix.
now tat xiao zhu hv a bf, she seems really busy, occupied. i tried calling her but feels like theres nothing much to talk about le. The close relationship we once had seems to drift futher apart le. plus if i tok to her its always me talking...
maybe i am too picky le ba. oh well.. perhaps something is best to keep to myself. bottle all things up. and swallow down.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
09 December 2007
11:43 PM
finally the day of winnie graduating has come.. ^^ weeks b4, i asked daddy if he is coming to my graduation day but he's like.. "ask me again when its near"
so, i did.. but hes like he cant go and have to work.. fair enough.. he burnt his hand with hot oil.. went to the doc, doc gave him 3 weeks leave..
2days b4 graduation i ask him if he was coming. and he say he had to work.. coz his leave that doc gave has finish.. i was den thinking the ceremony starts at 7 and finish at 9.. he could make it if he is working in the afternoon..
formal day came.. went to sch b4 7. so nervous.. so many people.. almost everyone parents and some relative was there.. i wish my dady was there too... i went up for my cert.. and guess wad miss hamilton was SEARCHING for my cert!! wot the.. den she finally gave me one which i tot it was mine.. so i went back to my seat, open the cert book.. it was someone else!! i was like wot the.. after the whole thing she swopped it back for me..
we walked around. took some pic... ..
went home.. and guess wad.. i saw my dad at home... and he dint hv to go to work...
haix... i wish mommy was here. maybe she would attend...
to me its something big. itis a big accomplishment for me. coz i was the first who actually graduated..
oh well.. it's already over.. bahh..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
15 nov was carrie b'day.. carrie parents came over to celebrate her bday and attent her graduation.. her dad looked so young and so is her mom.. they r such a lovely couple.. her family is jux so nice.. feel so warm too.. carrie parents gave carrie's hosemom a gucci bag as present.. how generous.. so when we hopped onto the car heading to the thai restuarant for dinner, her hosemom was showing it off to us.. when her friend called her, the first thing she said is "guess wad? someone gave me a gucci bag as present" so me n jihee looked at each ther and laughed.. lol..
carrie cry when she read what me and jihee wrote to her... its was the tears of touch..
so fast another year has come.. and carrie got old.. hahahs.. =X
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
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WwIiNnNIieE
5th FebuRary 1989
18 years oldd
The Gap State High
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