`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

20 October 2007
9:57 PM

it's been a long long long time since i last blog..

but now, i'll try to blog every now and then..

the last 2 weeks tat i have spent in singapore has been splendiful.. i've make use the best of it for the whole week, but still there's alot of stuff tat i've longed to do it, unfortunately it din seems to happen..

it's wasnt as joyable as i tot it would be, somehow everything din seems to fall in place as it should be. it's the timing; wrong timing back. she gotta work, got a bf. her off day is no longer for me alone anymore. really so not use to it. coz we use to ton outside overnight, go to the movies at night at cine leisure, eat ice cream, stingray, hehe and many many things.. ahh those memories. but now she can only spent day wid me n night with her bf. hmm.. feel kinda empty, i'll get over it eventually. tat's pretty much the downside... i should probably be more understanding but it's the sudden change tat i couldn't adapt to. anyway someone once told me it's bf/ gf tat they might spent the rest of his/her life with and not friends hence placing the significant other first is understandable. but when come to think of it, it's friend who is always there for u, and is friend who have been through tough waves with u all these years, so how? who to put first now?

bah, everyone handles matters differently cant expect one to be the same like me otherwise this world is gonna be like a photocopy machine where everyone is the exact same. hahas

but still friends to me r more important than bf, without them i wont be who i am today, their presence n company is wad i would long for.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*