`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

24 February 2007
10:01 PM

Andy and steven

the first story..: meeting andy..

jiahao cousin had share with her classmate to open up a pub..

so one day jiahao jio us down to relax..

we drank chivas mixed with green tea, jiahao treat.

because it's his cousin, so we get discount, we don get the triple charge thingy..

den while drinking, i realize a guy in black, his hair was spiked, eye looked misty, and the crush crush feeling has once again strike upon me..

it took me a very long time to pluck my courage and approach him.. we did made some eye contact at the begining... after approaching him, den i know his name is andy, 25 tis year..

i do like him..

There's a period of time where i go down to "chillz" almost everyday and we went out a couple time..there was once, we were actually going for a movie but den, last minute zhu wanted to meet me, and she did not want to c andy.. so i have to push him off and meet zhu.. i dono know y i did tat.. but after tat day me and andy grew a distance..

den slowly we did not contact.. he say he din dare to commite.. but to me.. it's all bullshit..

oh well..

Weeks later, suddenly he smsed me, and say tat he miss me, and wanted me to give him a chance to commite.. i told zhu.. and we both realize tat there's something up his sleeves... so i entertain him and play along..

few days later, he sms me N told me his problem.. he say tat he's having some problem with bookie.. his friend own bookie money and somehow he got invlove as well, and is facing fanical problem..

feeling real fishy.. i din bother to ask much, because he is nothing to me.. and i care less bout him..he mention the same stuff everyday.. i really cant be bother..

as day pass by.. we din really contact le.. thinking back.. this guy is an ass.. read his friendster.. he want to be a gigglo.. what the..

i like him is because of his look and his occupation as a bartender and a cop.. but for his character, he suck..

Glad tat i get over him..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

This time back was fantastic..
i get to know more new friends and oso a guy who i think i might spent my life with..
the first month back was a shopping spree month..
wat i save was all spent in a month.. i brought lots of stuff, went to malaysia JB a couple times too.. really enjoyed my time.. how much i miss it now...
den second month was working month.. because i spent all my $$ so have to earn again so tat i can spent again.. ^.^..
worked in moduslink, a company tat pack CDs rom for windows Microsoft, also they print comics etc.. the leader there was not tat bad.. just tat a couple r like abit of bullies, they will climb to ur head and shit on it if u r too nice..
begining we work at the fullfillment department where we only get to work in the first 2 week every month, den somwhow on the last day of fullfillment, we were asked if we want to work in the department beside, for long.. because the new department we were asked to go to is really stable.. we get to work everyday.. so we agree to it.. it was easy slackin job.. only pasting labels..
so slack...fun too.. mostly youngster lots of crap, jokes etc..
get along pretty well with some of the leader too, den we always buy chocolate and share..almost every day we eat chocolate untill one day when i visit the chocolate department, i felt like spewing.. lol..

this past 2 months is so happening to me.. it's a chapter tat will go on and on non-stop.. there's saddness, happiness, misunderstanding, love, crazyness of fun etc..

really wish tat time dint past tat fast...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*