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19 October 2006
4:45 PM

woo~ went camping at EMU GULLY on monday.
the trip was long and when we reach he gave us a brief talk on what we are aiming to complete and achieve in this camp, den we proceeded to the big grass patch and he said we are to run 6KM when he say run, everyone juz run blindly and he call us back, it's was to test us on how we will react.
den we are seperated in to groups, alpha, beta, charlie, delta & echo..
i was in delta.. we did stuff tat look easy yet challenging.. crossing a slightly shaky trunk bridge, sound easy aye. but when u step on it, it start to shake and when u get tense, it shake even more..
in the first round only 8 out of 26 pple manage to cross from end to end, the instructor was disappointed and and told us off, second try,100% everyone crossed.. how amazing..
den there is more like everyone have to hold hands and pass the hoop along in the fastest speed.. we tried and tried.. and we beat the record by the time of 24sec.

second day was awesome.. so tough, crossing tunnels dark and long.. and rowing a boat with supplyments and trying to protect it from the "bomb" etc.. it was heaps fun..
den went to play skirmish, paint ball, it's something like air gun, but it's bullet is much bigger and so is the gun, when the bullet hit u ard enough it will burst and stain ur cloth.. i got hit twrice and it all produce a bruise without failing.. hahas. den we even play with mud!! we have a task tat is a person will lie in the clutches and we have to get whoever who is lying in the clutches from one end to other in the soggy mug as clean as possible. it realy hard to cross the mud, it's slimy and eventually u just sink in to it. it's so difficult to walk.. my body sink in to the mud until its above my waist line. trust me it's horrible, because theres little stones in the mud and when u try to climb over a little hill, and its so slimy, u'll just rub ur shin against the little stone and cut ur shin.. after everything we are all so muddy and tired.. den we wash ourself in the swarm.. still muddy thou..

the night came, we went for a so call night WALK!! god man it' more like night climb than walk..
first we have to slide down a damn steep slide.. it was so cool man.. i had butterfly in my stomach when i slide down coz it's so fast.. den the journey began.. gosh we have to climb moutain by moutain.. i call it moutain beczuse it really look like one. so steep too.. and i nv been climbing such steep moutain b4. so scary i totally freak out..
den teamwork, one by one, and we made it to the end..
waking up the next day. all muscle no doubt the all sore like hell man,
but the camp is really fun although its tough but its enjoying..
i got so many bruise after the camp and cuts on my shin from the mud obstacle..
but one thing, i realize my muscle become bigger after the camp.hahahs...
yeah.. but untill now my arms and tight and waist sore so much..

went to school today, woah i think it's the largest amount of absentees in the year, haha..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

15 October 2006
6:34 PM

saturday night corina's having a party again at her house and i was invited..
it start at 10pm, so i was wondering should i go..
den in the end i went, brought my working uniform with me to mac first and leave all my stuff in there, den luke drove us to corina's..
damn.. it was dark, walk up the garage, so dark so many pple..
den when walk in a bit more, OMG hell man.. so many pple, so many r wasted, den there r oso pple manking out..
so instead of joinging the crowd, me xanthe and luke went to luke car's and wait for ben and accompany to arrive, watching out for ben car.. wait and wait.. den saw bryden and his vehicle, oh man his vehicle look like a toy van whaic has been magnified sia..
lol.. cute..
den chatte with him.. suddenly there is scream, a girl who is wasted fall and hit her head.. den her friend tried to carried her up and she's like protesting saying let me down i am fine..
den lata we heard that the girl who fall was fighting with DAni b4, dono what happen she got beaten up den no one help.. what the hell lor, den they punch her back when she was on the floor. wah lao her friend all kns.. shit sia nv help.. but she seems alright.. keke..
finially ben reAched, there is really too much pple at the party le.. bout 100++ den corrina dad's got kinda mad.. maybe coz of pple making out and smoking week and fighting going on.. den later at about 12+am, all pple r being sent off to go home, but only mac crew pple have the priviliages to stay and continue partying and oso to enter the house..
it's was abit bored. but not tat bad.. i did not get wasted this time, jux have a few cans of beer,.. den later there is this game going on, kinda stupid and bitch de..
like we have to spin the bottle, whoever spins it have to kiss the person tat the bottle points to, den if u r guy and u don want to kiss a guy, u have to stripe, like u either kiss or stripe.. i am like what the hell.. strip is not take off all cloth lar, but 1 clothing on u..
den george so suey tio so many time den he don wan to kiss guy so he stripe until left his underwear onli.. whahhas,
den ben, he is a realy big guy ma, den he oso tio a guy den he don wan to kiss or strip coz he got breast ma, den portia she help ben strip.. OMG so funny she is so violent sia..
den later tio me.. KNS they wan me to take off my cloth i say no ah i rather kiss sia.. so pai sei lor, but den corina is a sult sia, she choose strip.. den she was wearing sockings with holes and a shirt n bra in side, sfter she took off her shirt, only her bra n her sockings left u know socking can c through de ma.. but she don care.. den portia is a biosexual ma..den corrina have super big tits so portia kept asking her to take off her bra, and it was damn funnie..
but she did not lar..
after the game le, everyone wear back their own clothes, but tat bitch nv, she don care somehow she is very thickskin lehx don know what is embarassing de.. kekek.. daring too lar..
but anyway i was lucky becoz i only tio a couple times and have to kiss only, boy n girl oso have lar, but somehow i dono lehx i think that the girls r a better kisser than thr guys lehx.. hahahs..
opss..
anyway i think i wont go to such party anymore le, because honestly i prefer small group party den a big group..
den this funny part, april and her bf alex was like kissing n kissing non stop, jux look like a horny couple den corrina mom's saw and guess what se say ? she told them to go get a room and seriously the went in to one of the bed room and... no sex lar but.. dono lar, but because the door have no lock de.. so they oso disturbe lehx, like after quite some time, they open the door and went in to the room and c what's happening sia.. lol!! what the hell lor.. lol... but they r in the cover so they couldn't c a thing lar.. hahahs..

den we have fun until the sky was bright and it was 6 am + le.. den pple who r not working left and those who r workin like me de stay becoz her house is so near the city.. den her mom sent us off to work.. nice..
corrina smells in the morning, den when she come with us in the car her mom kept saying tat she smells and make her felt like crap.. hahahs.. but she really stinks.. BO~~ kekeke..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*