`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

15 September 2006
12:05 PM

today physic exam.. crap...

sick for so many days le..

of cox never study properly la.. until yesterday..

haix.. today test was..

oh well.. what else can i say..

still got the sniffling nose...

so pissing me..

as i predict, i will flunk my physic exam again..

i bet i will..

hopeless!!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

13 September 2006
2:37 PM

monday night, the fever came and strike me..
i felt so cold on the hands and leg yet my face felt so hot.. it's like burning..
i turn on the heater and used a few blanket.. put on a jacket as well, wear long pants, thick socks..
but i'm still feeling so cold..
i tried to sleep but i kept waking up.. feeling either too cold or that my face is too hot...
my room is really hot becos when i wake up suddenly, i felt that my body was burning.. seriously..
so i turn off the heater and went to the toilet.. my room was warm and stuffy.. i could hardly breath..
the night seems so long... i feel like dying... felt so weak.. the feeling certainly wasn't good at all...
finally the sun has rise.. but i only went to the doc at about 1 pm.. sharks.. went there.. they say i have to wait, becoz they are like doing an operation.. so i only get to see the doctor at 2..den i went to school.. the international room to look for my friends.. chat wid them.. finally the bell has gone and it was 2.. den i went to the clinic...
doc says i got a virus... gave me 2 day MC
and some medicine
den i went home..
took the medicine.. it was rubbish.. it dosen seems to be working until i took a panadol at night.. den i start to feel better...
and today i am really feeling better than yesterday... no more fever.. but the runny nose is still there.. so irritating..
it hurts my nose alot.. coz i have to keep sneezing out those slimy secretion (mucus)..
and if u know me, i am not very gentle.. so it really hurts alot...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

went to school on Monday having a headache feeling damn cold and have a super running nose..
so i went home during lunch time put my jumper on.. meet my friend at 3, went to city, pay my tickets, do some shopping and settle our dinner.
i was shivering like hell in the city I felt like I am in a freezer..
so after dinner we went to this Korean market, instinctively i grab a basket and start to grab my favourite junk food as well.
The basket look small, and we actually fill the basket until it's over flowing den went to foot the bill.
OMG.. the total startled me.. it's $40 for my junk and $20 for my friend junk...
it's unbelievable tat filling a small basket would cost so much..
after tat i was too cold to take a bus home so i carrie and i, we share a cab and went home..
city to my home it had already cost $ 22 den to her house.. it's really expansive...
aww...
waste to much $$ T.T
heart pain...
hahahhsss

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

saturday went to the movie
i think it's so international.. so fun, because each and every of us came from different country
like lorenzo(italy), ingela(german), fernando(brazil) and soloman(aust)..soloman, he's a black thou..**Not charcoal but milk chocolate..
we watched dead or alive.. quality of movie= awesome!!
this is how we seated in the movie:
lorenzo, soloman, me, ingela, fernando
before the movie start it was commercial.. and previews of some comming soon movie..
and INGELA got so excited and could't stop talking.. she laugh loudly.. Well who cares.. it's commercial the movie haven yet started, so make all the noise u want..
the movie has started..
she is still talking.. talking to fernando..den she laugh so loud, and i could even hear fernando say ingela shut up.. den she say sorry i am so excited.. i know, but shhooo...
hahahs.. and when they are fighting the bad egg, she too wanna join in, moving her hands whilst saying KILL HIM, DAMN, I HATE HIM etc... den fernando say SHHHHH again of coz... hahhahhass

after the movie, i was walking with fernando, he say OMG cant stand her.. so noisy and embarassing, everyone is looking at me u know...OMG so embarassing... and i was laughing and laughing... den we meet matteo n his aussie friend outside the cinema..
ingela have to go first.. so after she went off, everyone is making fun of her.. that if we were to watch snake on a plane, she would have scream like hell, and if someone were to touch her during the movie she would jump up and scream, probably even run off.. hahhahas...

not long after fernando went home too.. so try to catcha bus at southbank, waited for nearly 1 h.. no bus insight, den we saw the board saying the bus route had change, so we hve to go to the other side down the road to catch the bus.. WTH!! so we walk down.. we saw the bus waiting at the bus stop so we ran.. the fucking bus driver saw us.. but he choose not to wait but to drive on.. which made us so mad!! his bus was empty not a single soul in there... what an asshole...
the next but came in 15 min.. so we waited, while waiting, as usual, matteo was making fun of me and lorenzo again.. he even ask me to kiss him.. i was like what the hell... shut up..
den oso he was making some sex wanted face.. he stick his tongue out and lick his finger, his lips etc... ewww... hahahhs...
i was so not turn on by him..
instead i felt disgusted...
hahahas...
the bus came.. they drop off at ashgrove, i did not went along for they are going to have pizza and i was too full becoz b4 i went to the korean shop and have my meal with ingela..
so i say bye bye to them...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*