`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

08 September 2006
9:32 PM

cloudy days don appear sometimes and for me.. the grey sky has gone.. and now is the sunshine day...
ahh.. school stuff.. the interesting topic..
a while ago i am kinda like the hot topic in the school ground for certain groups..
they were gossiping about me and a guy.. lorenzo.. who is from italy..
there were ruomers everywhere that they say that he likes me and i like him..
so i asked him on msn, and he admited..
he says he likes me alot..
but he is leaving on dec..
so what should i do? i kinda like him.. but not love..
all my friends say he is cute and if i reject him, i might regret after he's gone..
so what can i do? because i do have crushes.. i like someone else...

and after thinking for a couple of days, i am willing to give myself and him a chance..
but the biggest problem is that i am actually feeling shy with the present of him and he too is shy when he sees me..
his friend matteo.. that dickhead!!
always never fail to not mock at us in school..
so crap... always embarasse us..
today in maths class i was sitting in the front, lorenzo and matteo is sitting at the back, and there's this converstaion going on between us..
den later out of a sudden,
matteo say to me over the classroom..
bring him to the toilet and kiss him...
i was like OMG!!
quickly i really like to dig a hold and burried my head in there...
the class was laughing...
OMG!!
den after class i went to the bus stop as fast as possible with my friend without bidding goodbye to him.. hahahs...
so so so so embarassing man..
geez..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*