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22 February 2006
11:06 AM

Chapter 3 [story of ah boy]
well tis is quite similar to chapter 2.. but it's a different story...N guy...
there was tis guy called ah boy ,the way he dress look beng. den the first time i saw him was in the bus on the way home. den when i went to work i saw him again, so i look at him, think he look unique in a way. slowly i got a crush on him as well.. whahahs.. coz he's cool he don tok..den i wonder y, lata my fwen said u would't wanna hear him speak it doesn't suit him at all..
=>> once im with xiang thing and mervin. we went to work so early so we sat at the usual place, den ah boy was walkin to the locker den i told them do u think i dare to wave at him? den they laugh.. so i squeak and he look back and i jux wave.. hahas.. and he actually wave back.. so funie n hapie..
=> After tat day, i realize tat he always look at me, and smile.. but i was in bagging so wont get to c him often, but who knows, days later i was put to line on the same floor wit him sia...hahas.. den he will offer me sweets hourly, coz i offer him b4, jux once.. i ask if he got a phone he say nope.. so i say it's alright, den he say he would get a phone soon and will gib me his no. so i say ok..den nearly knock off he say 'gib mi ur no.' so i gave and he say 'i will call u'.. it was funie.. i wrote on a piece of paper den he walk pass mi pretending den pass it to him hahas..
yup he did call mi when he reach home..
=> since tat day i kept doing line... so luckly..
dne he will do the same old thing which is smile to me lor.. hahas... den calll mi when he reach home, and oso he will wait for mi to have break together.. kinda sweet right.. den we chatted i ask wat happen to his voice, he say when he was a baby, he ate fishball and it stuck on his throat so after tat day his voice become lidat...hahas... den when he call mi i realy cant hear properly wat he is toking about so will HUH and HUH and HUH... hahas... but he patience enough to repeat it over and over again lehx..
=>den he ask me out one day. we meet at bugis.. when i reach he look at me smilling and say u very pretty, den i say oh ok.. thanx.. den later he say again.. kao... den i so pai sei, den while walking to the escalator, suddenly he hold my hands lehx.. den for about 5 mins, i took it off coz my hands are sweating... whahas.. den i ask him.. why did u hold my hands.. he look and me and smile again n put his hand on my waist... so niao!! den we went to buy the tickets for the geisha one.. den we went in and sat down and the screen show this ' when was the last time u praise someone?' etc.. den we realize it was i not stupid 2 and not geisha... whahahs... kao.. we enter the wrong cinema.. after tat it was really lat den he sent me back to tampines by mrt den he didn't go back so we end up sitting down at a bench beside the mrt station and chat.. soon enough there wasn't any train.. so we stay up and chat till 530.. and i went home..do u actually believe we only chat? Of coz not la.. hahas.. but the furthest we did is only kissing.. coz i got a crush on him and he oso like mi so... u c... hahas.. den he call me darling lehx.. wah lao... den i was thinkin when we become stead sia..
=> after tat day, he will always call me and wanna ask me out.. den once i was wit zhu, he wanna meet me den after going chinatown wit zhu i call him to meet us at bugis.. and he stay at clmenti, but the weird thing is tat he actually reach b4 us.. he was real quick man!! den we went to the food court to eat.. mi n zhu eat and he did not!! bloody hell i was eating and he was lookin at mi sia... how can i possibly eat!!so stress leh.. den soon i lost my appitite and i jux eat the fishball and drink the soup and i offer him a fishball too.. after tat day i realize my crush for him is over!!
coz i really don like tat..kept asking him to go eat den tell mi he eat le..kns!!
=> den after tat i really don intend to meet him animore le... den everyday very early he will call mi..den my hse.. den some more tat time was CNY.. of coz will go bai nian ma... den ask me go out wit him.. i say cannot..not free den..he will call everyday...only 3 day, believe or not he actually gave mi 130+ MISS CALLS!! and seriously i am so FREAK out!!
=> bcoz he is so keen in meeting me out, so b4 i left spore, i meet him in the evening.. being alone with him for jux less than an hour i meet my friend together at bugis..
den while waiting for my fwen, we went shopping.. and he is so gentleman, he pay everything..
so some how i slightly take advantage of him but on second thoughs, not reali oso, i brought a Q bear wallet, a necklace & lighter from mueee, a nightmare b4 christmas keychain, another lighter& a squeezie bear keychain from action city, and the total is $40 < $50.. and that is not reali alot of $.. heex heex..
dono Y he likes me so much.. eee.. den affter i reach aust i did sms him once den he start to call.. kao.. and so the history reapeted again.. i pick his phone only twice and the rest, he left messages in my voice mail.. but sad thing is tat, watever he say i cant hear properly.. don understand wat is he toking about.. but only the word SMS... and that's horrible isn't it? hahahss... i will continue ignoring him, hope he will give up on me.. coz i know i am not the one he is looking for neither is he the one i am looking for...

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