`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

18 February 2006
11:20 PM

Chapter 2 [Steven & mie]..
i'll first tel the most dreamy dream tat happen 1st...
working 12h in IPS doing bagging is so bored and sleepy.. so i got something to get rid of the boredness.. which is looking around.. well soon enough i notice a guy called STEVEN.. he got such a beautiful pair of eye.. pple say he look like 'wang ren fu'.. but some how i don reali care... the thing tat make me attract to him is, i realize he is quiet and he's different he don really like to hook on girls... and tat's special.. and days later the feeling of liking him came..and i got a crush on him...
=>didn get to work again, standing around waiting for dave to drive back to the mrt station, i tot of taking him no. but too shy to.. so zhu n i was like squeeking and smilling den zhu shouted.. STeven.. i was shock, but since he turn around, i went ahead and ask for his no. Shitty.. i was so so hapie cox he gave.. den on the bus we intend to catch a movie so i type out and let him c, and he was like shock coz out of a sudden a hp came out from behind... lolx...
but he didn come along.. coz he stay at AMK and we r watching at Tm so he say some other time..
=> we did often sms... den i sms him my feeling for him...
=>25 jan i quitted the fucking job..[find out in the next chapter] i ask when is he availble to come out.. he said to call him when i would like to meet him... so okie..
=>we fixed a date meeting on sat but he say he is't free so he say wad bout 2day, but i meeting zhu so i took a very long time to reply, somehow he know i was't free so he ask me to carry on with my stuff and meet other day... which is next friday 10 feb..
den since i was thinking wat to give him...
finally the day is arriving soon. thurs, beep an sms ' sorry cant take off tml, many things happen in ips.. sorry' so he said either sat or sun. sat morning, beep... sorry working today no off oso.. i was so upset..
=>sun morning.. beep.. lata u free wana go out? if yes where and when.. so i ask him to slp 1st den meet evening, he say he not slpin meet at 4+ den i say 5.. bout 2+ he say he's too tired gonna take a nap..
so i gave him wake up call at about 3+ nearly 4.. total of 3 wake up cal.. he's still slpin.. den he wanted to meet at 630. bout 5+ he say meet later i say 7,den i cant hear wat he say, so i pass to connie..went out happily 4get to bring the stuff for him so i get off the bus and took a cab back to get the stuff and to there.. tot meeting at 7 +reach bugis, look for zhu, vic, jie & adam we wen walk walk... nearly 9 steven didn show up..*sad*
bro vic called him and scold him... follow by, jie call and disturb, hello steven xiao jie zai ma?
hahas hahas... it was funnie.. didn reali feel tat sad afterall... coz i have a bunch of nice fwens accompany mie... heex thanx...
=> finally it's valentine..well i am single, so no where to go.. dislike valentine, Y only on tat day den will all couple be so sweet? so in the evening i ask jack out for pool he say alright.. but b4 i went down to bedok to pass steven the stuff i got him.. well it's nothing much but i hope he will like it... while waiting i saw darwin & i accompany him to buy drinks den he buy sweet for me and say it was my valentine gift, hahas.. gee thanx.. lolx... it was sweet.. hahaz,,,
den finally saw steven.. passes him his stuff. den he ask if i am free on thurs, but i got a date wit ah boy so i say nope but i'm free tml.. and he say he will call me tml morning..didn wanna tok much so i say i'm going off.. he actually ask where am i going.. it's actually make me feel happy coz it seems he care...well i dono.. hahas..
=>beep beep... yeah.. he ask me out.. we meetin at 745.. hahax.. end up i reach cini lesiure at 9 coz.. hahahx.. another long story..
den we watch fearless... after he ask where do i wanna go and eat.. but i dono so in the end he brought me to gelyang to have dim sum.. we actually chatted heaps.. i was so hapie.. didn know we could tok so much.. after tat we went to sing K and drink little bit.. he got a great voice.. really.. i really enjoy hearing him singing...[he told me once, he like to sing but when with pple tat he is not so close he cant sing!] hahas... hapie!! hapie!!!
den after i sent him a text asking if i could hold his hands, he didn't hear so i told him tat his phone rang so he took out and c, hahas, after reading he smile.. den i laugh.. so i ask can i.. he say you scare me lehx.. den wat can i do.. so we didn't hold hands and instead of carry on walking, we took a cab and went to ice hse..
=>> he sent me to her hse and ask the cab to wait for him, coz he's sending me up.. wow hahas.. so after we get out the lift i ask him to go off but he say it is alright i'll sent u to the door step hahaz... so okie lor.. i oso like his company.. in the lift he gave me something..den reach le, i ask him to go, but he say wanna c me go in first, but i insist him to go, so after walking off a few step, i feel bit blur, coz drank too fast den the kick come le.. den he say i think u'sae'[tipsy] le.. think i better sent u in.. den on the corridoor, i ask if i could gave him a goodbye kiss he smile, looking shy, den i say close ur eye ba.. den he close and i kiss him on his cheeks.. hahas.. does my action make me look like a guy.. i think YES.. LOLX..
after he knock on the door, den victor open, and he stare at steven fiercely, den steven ask wat? den victor got hot and push him.. haix... quickly i stand in between them and push them off and ask steven to go first.. and he did..
=>> everything was good but the ending part.. dono Y victor Dislike steven so much.. haix..
but somehow it was still a funie and wonderful day i had..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

chapter 1
everything is like an infactuation it was a facinating & splendid dream tat i ever had...
i cant express out everything now.. coz it's a long dream..
i went back to spore... 1 day zhu ask me to acompany her to work in motorola factory and it's from 830pm till 830am. it's sounds interesting so i went for it..
once we didn get to work when we get there, bcoz 138 cock up everything, den we get our pay tat day, den someone who we don know ask weather we wanna go for a movie, so since we got the pay so Y not... and it was tat day when everything interesting start to happen...
i get to know these few pple victor, sky, mervin & xiang ting..
we went for a movie tag jack along as well..
=> ater i return bout a week later i msg jack,and days later we start to be very close we've got so much things in common to talk about... slowly he became my buddy and pool partner..
somehow he appreciate my accompany and so do i, we meet almost everyday till the day i start working.. jackson sori to neglect u...sori.. but i appreciate evey moment tat we have... the happy moody and saddy chat.. everything seems weird.. nv tot i will be so good wit him instead of jing...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*